The Diary Into my head.

If you are reading this, congratulations. This is the diary inside my head. The platform that I use for some of the crazy shit that goes on in here. I don't even know why I find it helpful. It's like my thoughts on the page, and the publish the release. Bye bye into the universe, …

Everything is fucked.

Searching for meaning behind absurdity is exhausting. Searching for more because it feels good. But what if there is no more. What if this is it. What if it has all just been lies. Fed to us to make us dream, believe and aspire for more. But what if there is no more. No silver …

Head F*cked.

At the centre of my being is complete stillness. Complete peace. Like the centre of the earth I can feel this, when I witness my thoughts come and go. So why do I find myself head f*cked. Sometimes, there is so much going on in there, that I just cant see the core of my …

Hallucinating

The space between you and me is thick and dense. You’re so far but I can feel you close & while we broke my mind still wanders trying to pick up the pieces and glue them back together one by one Between my head, you’re all I can find And there is nothing quite wrong …

Turn on the lights.

I just feel so grateful for it all. Every wrong turn, every ditch & every ounce of pain. I just feel so grateful to know you are here. In all the moments that felt dark, where I cried, tried and panicked I didn’t know I just had to turn on the lights. One day, when …

It’s not yours to carry.

Heavy. Is the best way to describe it. Like you have just eaten a ciabatta even though you are meant to be gluten free kind of heavy. Most of us walk around life eating that ciabatta everyday, knowing how it makes us feel. We fill our mind with worries, anxieties, and you guessed it - …

I didn’t know how you felt.

The way we met was on purpose. Orchestrated perfectly, and here to serve some sort of purpose. The moment you came into my life, I felt a beam of warmth. Like warm sunshine on a summer day you reminded me what it was like to have your eyes closed, as the warmth kisses your shoulders …

The quickest way to get where you want to go

Hi Reader, I am coming to you today from a little lobby bar in Sydney Star Casino. There is some jazzy music playing, I'm sipping a double shot almond latte and writing this post - Life is good. Here is a little nugget of wisdom that I fall back to time and time again. I …

What I have learnt about Friendship

Hey Reader,  Happy Saturday evening. I come to you on this very windy and cold Melbourne night with dinner in the oven while I'm curled up on the couch in my most comfy clothes. I think it's safe to say that at some point or another, you have sat back and reflected on who your …

If you are struggling – Read This

Hi Reader, If you have clicked into this blog post then there is a chance that you are currently struggling. This year has been a series of events to say the least. This year has shown me that no one is immune to mental health issues, with more deaths occurring, due to the silly little …